Love...

love is so strange...
I dunno what you want...
what you say...
what you do...
who is it for?
Cause you move forward
then you back off...
like you're unsure....
i need 1 sign...
just 1...
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i am too god damn nice a guy...
and it kills me....
kills my chances...
kills my options...
limits my actions...
i am gonna kill myself like this...
or maybe someone will save me before i do....
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confusion
racks my being...
nothing new...
1 chance is all i need
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